Wednesday, April 29, 2009
SO DAMN EMBARRASSING today during the blood screening thingy. I was like working myself into a panic while waiting for my turn then within minutes, it was my turn.
The nurse was like asking me: You ready? Then I said NO. LOL. But she still kept asking. -.-
At first I thought the needle was the HUGE one she was taking out but luckily it wasn't. That was the place where she would be inserting the needle AFTER she insert the needle in my arm. -.- Can't they insert the needle into the bloody thing before putting it in my arm?
It felt weird to have something sticking into you, obviously, but after she inserted, she asked how did I feel and I was pretty surprised I can't actually feel anything. The horrible part was when she removed the needle. I cannot describe the sensation. Damn gross.
Oh. Did I mention that I was trembling throughout the entire withdrawing of blood? Then I was still trembling after that and felt like I was gonna burst into tears anytime. I felt weird when I returned back to the room. The sounds were starting to sound muffled and...I don't remember much of what happened later. I only remember the teacher asking E to buy me milo and ask me to put my head down.
Super AA. Plus my tears kept leaking out. I was controlling myself not to cry so much that I actually felt like puking. -.- I so do not want to withdraw blood again. No freaking way.
I'm damn tired. Will continue blogging tmr. Need to finish up my datasheet then sleep already. My arm hurts. =(
boo.
8:55 PM
boo.